someone tell me...
what am i supposed to do?
maybe i shouldnt have read the previous posts
of this blog
i never realised,
or should i say i forgot
how much i hated her
because i chose to let go at the time
i even forgot
actually all these years,
i really have only myself
no one else
i went through everything myself
all the pain, all the hatred, all the changes
so now, i do not need you either
it doesnt make a difference
rely on myself is enough
its tough...
tough until i really feel like killing myself
crying everyday, until i'm so tired
then fall asleep
my life is like that
then i forget everything for the time being
though my dreams are as disturbed
i dont know...
not a second i can rest
this is really hell
where i belong to...
who am i ?.....
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