I ThoughT..

i thought i knew
i thought i could do it
i thought i can overcome it
i thought i could forget
i thought i can make myself feel better
i thought i could stop crying
i thought....
in the end?
no
i cant...
its still the same
whats more,
i've always been alone
i'm so tired
who can save me?
whats the point?
this life is too unbearable
no matter what dreams i have,
no matter what thoughts i have
for the future,
they wont work
cause i cant continue anymore..
i'm so tired....
why force me to feel better?
you all dont know,
i really cant do it
i tried so hard
in the end i lost myself
who understands?
no one...
i'm alone
i have no one
i asked heaven: who am i?
no one answers
leaving me behind to cry
cry my heart out and no one knows..