I WaNNa EnD EveRyThinG

sec 3 life. tiring. but thats not why i'm so tired. i am always tired anywayz. no different actually. recently always stayed in school, somedays with angie in the canteen, some in the councillor room. i juz din want to go home. anywayz, does it matter? is there any diff? in school or at home, its the same. no matter where i am, its the same... i dun belong anywhere. i dun belong in this world. so does it make a difference where i am? no it doesnt. i really dunno until when can i move on until... i'm really tired. my life is meaningless. its a total failure. thats my motto. a life of hatred. a life of failure. i'm juz so tired. i want to end everything. i juz want to give up everything and leave this world. can i? i dont know. i have the rights. its my own life. yet my life belong to my mother. i really want to juz end everything. why cant anyone juz kill me? shoot me. my life. my life is painful. it hurts. everything hurts me. i'm tired. my world, is juz a piece of darkness. with no one in it. i'm alone, like i always am. no difference. i juz want to end everything now. i dun even want to know what happened to me already. whats the point? totally pointless. i want to give up councillors, give up my studies and everything, and juz leave this world. give up my life. it sucks. its painful. no one will understand and they better not... its not easy to be me. i hate everything in this world. i hate myself. i resented everything. im getting more and more tired. i will fall one day. i have no tomorrow. i dun remember the past, cant feel the present and dun see the future. i dun feel that i have a tomorrow. hows this kind of life? i know, i will leave one day. maybe, tomorrow, maybe, today. i wont know. no one knows. i'm a weakling... muahahaha. sickening life. i'm really tired. i want to stop. to end everything. including my life.