Life Seriously Sux

i really dunno how to continue anymore
what to do?
depend or not depend
go on or stop
give up or continue
i totally have no idea anymore
whats happening?
i really dunno
it sux
i hate myself
why am i in this world?
i have dreams, like everyone of you
but i have no choice at all
why?
why do ppl waste away their ability to by happy?
why cant they make full use of it?
dun they understand?
how it feels to be me
how it feels to lose that ability
they dont know
they dont understand...
how to continue?
what am i?
who am i?
i dun belong here at all....
please, stop everything..
why muz everyone leave me?
why muz they lie to me?
i hate it...
why do you see things faster than me?
how did you know i will become like that?
why do you understand me more than myself?
i cant take it anymore...
i'm really tired..
let me go
take me away please...
i will be most grateful...