I Beg For Heaven To Stop It....

please stop it......i really have no more strength to continue anymore..... I give up.... i cant remember the past and memories, i cant feel the present, i cant see the future..... why? why everytime i lie on my bed, before i sleep, i always hope that the nest morning when i wake up, when i open my eyes, i will at least feel abit better.... at least see some hope.... but why? why am i feeling worse as days and nights go by??? i really dunno when i will collapse...when i have no more strength to continue.....im really vert tired..... i dun want to face anything now...... no hope..... no future....how meaningful life is like that..... i always wanted to walk forward, to walk by the path, but i have no strength to continue anymore.... hurt, scars, whatever..... doesnt matter to me anymore.....