aRe aLL DesTiNaTeD?

Same... All the days are the same for me... No differnce, all so dull and boring... Life is all the same... Meaningless... Lame.... Why would i end up with such lousy PSLE grades and go into this idiotic school and meet idiotic people? Why would i meet Mabel this bitch and can tolerate her until this day? Why? Why are there so many whys and questions in this world? WHY??? I have no feelings for anything now... My visions are so fake that it is faker than in dreams... Will anyone understand??? No... No one will... They wouldnt even care... I really dunno how long i can stand... Maybe one day i will juz fall and collapsed on the ground... I really have no more strength to continue... I too have dreams which i wish it will come true one day... But its too far... I really want to cry... But it never succeeds.... I really have no more strength.... I'm feeling real weak to even fake a smile... Life is so meaningless that nothing can make me really smile from the bottom of my heart.... Nothing.... Long time didnt contact with gor le dunno how is he doing... Should be the same bahx him? Playing his games hoping that he can forget everything, killing time.... Like that everyday...... Haizz...... Results for this mid year are not bad..... I am contented already...... Juz hate this damned stupid life..... haizz... Sick of it....