this agony have never left me.
for years its been the same
YEARS
tired
sick of it
emo
when will i get out of all these?
will i even get out of this?
when hope is gone,
i will vanish too.
what is making me hold on for so long?
i am scared
really scared
scared of people, society
and worse
scared of myself.
suddenly, i dunno who i am
or maybe i have never known.
my world,
no one will understand
dont tell me that you will be there.
because you wont be able to stay with me till the end
i know,
someday you will leave too.
even if you are there,
you wont understand.
and this makes me feel worse.
i need help.
i really need help.
but who can save me?
break down.
fall apart.
pain..