i tried.
i really did.
but only ended up with silent tears behind..
always,
left alone.
in the silent night.
with only the stars for companion.
its okay,
i always tell myself
i can be strong by myself
i dont need anyone.
but my heart knows better..
no one will know..

realised
i shouldnt rely on anyone at all
shouldnt have hoped or dreamt that anyone will be there.
i really have split personality i guess
but actually,
the truth is
i am not that strong at all.
but forced to be strong.
and now
i have no one to confide in.
once again,
i am left alone.
can anyone understand?
the real me.