i really give up in you ppl
maybe its the problem with me
but i feel seriously tired
why are you ppl asking me,
wanting me to tell you guys my stuffs and problems
yet no one seem to bother after that?
i'm not hoping that you ppl can solve the problem for me
or do anything big
i juz hoped for some words of encouragement.
when i'm so tired,
you ppl are talking to me and telling me
your own stuffs and everything.
how am i supposed to react?
what the hell is wrong with everything?
since you all dont want to care,
then why bother keep asking me for it?
why make a fuss over me not saying anything?
seriously, i really dont understand
then whats the point of i saying it?
juz so you all know for no reason?
it really feels that no one understands me
even till now
though i have changed alot,
some things juz still remain
stuffs like me feeling i am alone to face everything...
thanks angie, koonhiang and karkoon
for the encouragements you gave me.
juz that, and i feel really touched.
i am still human afterall...
i will still feel tired,
lost,
upset,
weak...
dont want to return to what i am in the past.
yet the present happenings seem to be pulling me down.
they are really huge challenges and obstacles..
will i succeed in the end?
