sometimes i really wonder
why is it that everyone's life seem so fine?
i know, they have faced problems as well
but why do my world and life look especially dark?
i asked heaven:
is this a test to make me stronger?
i dont know what life comprise of
i only know what kind of life i want to create
but no
it isnt that simple
i cant do it
i need rest
i need a break
i need to recover
no one needs me
i'm a forgotten person
a neglected person
juz like an unwanted piece of paper
abandoned into this world of nothing.
i want to leave
please...
no matter how much i look optimistic
no matter how much i laugh and smile
i cannot get out of this darkness
i'm starting to think:
this isnt part of growing up
its something that i myself is facing
i'm not needed anywhere.
i feel no importance
but i promise,
i will smile when i leave...
