yeah~
i'm here again.
i'm strange,
i can cry and cry,
and after wiping my tears,
i'm going around imagining again
yeah, thats what happened these days
why?
because i'm not me
who's me?
no idea.
haha
as usual i guess
this time,
i want to be like before
to block off all my emotions
in front of others
it hurts, and its really tough
i know
i really want to rely on someone
yet i refused to
i'm scared
afraid
and no one will understand
yeah, thats it
same old stuffs?
whatever
i dun really remember anywayz
i only know,
there will always only be myself
no one will be there for me
i know it
and i shall believe that
i'm tired.
i'm going to break down
but i have to continue
i have to act like i'm so happy
i muz act strong
like before
sometimes i rather not be here
i dun want to face anyone
cause its really tiring
the only way to allow myself to act happy
is to escape from all the pain
and sorrows
kinda pathetic
everytime i cry,
i have to tell myself that its because i'm tired
i'll be alright after resting
resting,
do i have the chance to?
no, i dont
truthfully, i'm really very scared
and tired
who can save me
no one can
really....
