what a life
full of crap
how many sides in the world do i have in me?
wth, damn rubbish
i'm juz so confused...
i see it...why i get confused over reality and dreams and imaginations
juz because the freaking me juz cant get my feelings right
realities seem so fake to me,
whereas dreams and imaginations seemed more real than realities
i always had to take time juz to figure out whats happening
who the tell i am
and whatever whatever
why want my life to go on like that?
living like a dead person?
why is it so hard?
juz to feel things?
i've been trying hard to get back all my feelings
they're lost
i am lost
lost in nowhere
haha
funny....
tired of working hard for nothing
tired of deceiving myself that everything will be fine
tired of deceiving myself that i can overcome everything
all are crap
really, they are
might as well stop
its easier isnt it?
no one will understand, nor even bother
i'm a no one
whee~
